Day 1

We were supposed to play tennis today, but that of course didn't happen. I was looking foward to it too! I wonder what he's doing right now? So, now that that's cancelled, this is how I spent my day so far:

morning: woke up, not wanting to. Went running with my dog, Taco. I've decided that running, as much as I hate it, is the only thing that helps me forget about my troubles.

afternoon: I spent some time listening to music on youtube! haha guess what kind? hint: I'm sad and I like alternative rock. After that, sorted mail for my mom. Now, I'm writing this and watching Mean Girls.

Later: might go out with some friends. Daniel and James are gonna try to eat some huge burgers to get their picture on a wall! haha! love it. Maybe I'll be in a better mood later. Still, I can't help but think it's a pity invite. I don't know really. But I'm not complaining. I need to forget...

so yeah...that's day one of the beginning...or the end. I'm still not sure how I'm defining this part of my life yet.

xoxo,
nemoliciouss